Sunday, 24 February 2008

Chasm of Caliginosity


Today I want to formulate my feelings into words but my heart betrays me. I cannot compose, construct or create the canvas of my consciousness. I break down into a sensibility of nonsense. My fingers are numb, my eyes moist with warm tears and my essence anesthetized.


Does he love me? No he does not. But I believe, or rather I think...no...I feel...maybe...maybe not...I trust...I hope...Oh! Help me! I have lost faith in myself, in him I haven't. This fragmented, frozen and frigid faith is a fire that flares fanatically and will last within me forever. What is this? I ask why? Nobody answers. Noisy noiselessness and a chasm of caliginosity make me purblind perpetually.

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8 comments/suggestions:

sudeep said...

Hey if u don't get the solution of any prob then leave it to time to solve it its the thing which i do ...
n be happy with wat u hav rght now in ur life...one day u will get the best thing which u ever wanted...

Ganeshprasanna said...

Interesting write up.
Keeps anyone thinking about the ineffable description you are trying portrait.Go on girl.You seem to have some impregnable memories.

joy said...

WELL WRITTEN...

aint_no_saint said...

Caliginosity and Purblind.. Well I'd b lying if I say dat I didnt look'em up in d dictionary! :)

dRoZzY!!! said...

the Cafe Coffee Day furniture is so obvious at times... those cane couches are amazing!
i like this picture...

KAMONASISH AAYUSH MAZUMDAR said...

its a lovely write up....but calignosity.....is not a word....[;)]

mayank puri said...

i liked the way u have sumed up the confusions and feelings of love
MAYANK
http://blissfull-secrets.blogspot.com/

Aswin said...

I have lost faith in myself, in him I haven't

Great choice of words through out..