Saturday, 29 March 2008

The Death of Life


Every single day I hope you will love me and every single second you slip away from me like time. Time is flying but I have no wings to fly. I cannot blame you, nor God because I broke my wings myself. I want to capture moments with you. I want to share my life with you but all you have is time for yourself. I wish I could hold onto life forever but then I also wish I could die eternally. Ah! My wishes are so gratifying. I keep the razor close to me and gaze at it with love. I am doing nothing but molesting myself. But why? Why don't you understand? It agonizes me, tortures me. But I will never say how much it hurts me to be so misunderstood! I cry in pain. The razor end touches my vein and all I do is bleed within.

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19 comments/suggestions:

ocean_vertex007 said...

nice wordz thea....!
i hav always failed 2 undastand the 'theory' of a blog....and goin thru all dis...sounds insane as well....!
wat dya cal it...?! a way to express wat ye feel...?
or a way 2 communicate sumthin 2 sum1...?.....or perhaps a way 2 improve yer comminication skils n vocab...lol..?!

its prety kewl anyways...! u write well...! dat is if ye do yerself....just yerself....!

cheerz...!

bHu$hIr said...

sometimes agony too can be a source of pleasure.. self inflicting.. yet gratifying.. painful, yet satisfying, a way to defy the other person... irreverence if you may say...

good thoughts..
i love the photographs more though..
hopped on to this blog by some wierdass link..

have a gr8 day. chow!
chk my blog

neovik82 said...

touching ..

Anonymous said...

I am a great lover of simplicity (Occupational Hazard) but surprisingly the content with complexity & clarity really caught me.

You are not a writer, You are hypnotist.

Ankita said...

simply mind-blowing!!! it touched me deep inside!!! u hv succeeded in pouring your heart out!! keep it up!!

Varun Jagger said...

umm......nice post.....but errrr.....if u REALLY r thinkin abt it.....DONT!!!

its hard.......yes......but its not impossible....evrything in life HAS a positive side 2 it.....u js hv 2 look for it sweety......

n if its all fiction......m srry 4 d lecture....

n DO TAKE CARE

Anonymous said...

StarStruckSoul - Well nice blog ... n having learned the lingo behind the picture of the blog it looks even more intersting .. and i totally agree with the varun guy above .. !!TC !!u look like a nice soul !

sudeep said...

I m here to add a comment on The Death Of Life....
Is that same Anu who owns Life is beautiful community is that same Anu whom i 1st met I find my avtaar in gal a happy go luck kind.....
If this is only the writing by her than i m ur admirer as its always difficult to write against wat ur ...n if it reflects u than i must tell u r a gr8 person who keeps the face smiling n heart crying............

i _wanna_live..:(( said...

Challenges are high
The Dreams are new..
The World there out is waiting for you
Dare to Dream
Dare to try
No goal is too Distant.No star is too high.

dipgne said...

i dont know who ru whats wrong with u but ek saachai dikhi the time u been writing the conc u paid on the words and emotions .... saab fake si lagti hai ...
aapne jo bhi likha is awesome but yara the pain didnt need such words ...
if those r ur personal feeelings i wld say stop adverttising and agar kehna hi hai to dil ki baat kaho yaar kyon faker layer develop karte hoo

if that was written just as a litrreary thing i wldlove to kep that with me
thanks

swapna said...
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swapna said...

it was pretty poetic but i loved to go thru it.keep writing :)

aint_no_saint said...

hmmmm... Well m shamelesly smilin aftr readin dis post f urs.. Coz once I felt d same... Dat whirlpool dat grabs on to u frm within and refuses to let go.. dissolvin everythin u hav within..
Nice post

Anonymous said...

everything in our lives is so complicated yet it is so simple ut writing is so full of reality...........

mayank puri said...

now this 1 i really loved... i have felt all these emotions once..!! but i must say sometimes its juzz best to "let go".....
http://blissfull-secrets.blogspot.com/

Aswin said...

i should call it the Dark side of writing..

all I do is bleed within. Awesome.

The Acid Tongue said...

painfully beautiful.
Period.

UD said...

2 Ways...........

The Smart one....... and the Over smart one.......

let me keep the best part for the last...........

Over Smart one..... looking at the detailing of the Feelings.... it deciphers the presence at the scene in person.... as cliched it may sound... takes a lot of courage to even share it on the same day it happened with almost all the world..... but the Moon is not stainless..... yet it is always been known as the Symbol of beauty......

The Smart one......... Luck has never been kind enough to bestow such a pain.... as the most beautiful lyrics do get penned down when you feel so much pain....the most humerus smile shivers through your body when you have overcome the pain......
and as " Nostalgia is always painful" it will keep your pen busy... which is a blessings in disguise..... chasm of caliginosity will live on.... so will the great writer and her work.....

Best Of luck.....

UD...

Amaresh said...

awesome